The Filth and the Fury
vivi-shiba:

j-aws:

ryedragon:

inritum:

reblog and make a wish!this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

yay its back.

so…I half jokingly reblogged this yesterday cos I thought it was a nice picture…and was like oh wow I only get wishes on birthdays what would I wish for?!?!?! how about gainful employment L0L… and like…I have a job now? That I never applied for? That someone just called me up and said “here, have this”? In a place I really really like?So like… h8ers gonna h8 or something

vivi-shiba:

j-aws:

ryedragon:

inritum:

reblog and make a wish!


this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

yay its back.

so…
I half jokingly reblogged this yesterday cos I thought it was a nice picture…
and was like oh wow I only get wishes on birthdays what would I wish for?!?!?! how about gainful employment L0L

… and like…

I have a job now? That I never applied for? That someone just called me up and said “here, have this”? In a place I really really like?

So like… h8ers gonna h8 or something

Mistie

I can’t tell you the exact number of ways I love you babe. Everything about you made me fall in love. I couldn’t help myself even when my instincts were telling me not to…even when you told me not to. I am who I am. I don’t fall for just anyone, I barely even let anyone into my life. But the moment I met you, I wanted it all. I wanted you to be in my future and that’s all I could see..you and me walking hand in hand, loving..laughing..and just being happy. I don’t know where I went wrong but I did and for that I’ll live with regret for the rest of my life. You made me feel so special. I hope I did the same for you. You are a wonderful woman Mistie.  The most wonderful woman and I tried my hardest to make you feel that way and show how much you meant to me.  I’ll never stop loving you and I want you to have a wonderful life. I wish I could be a part of that. My door is always open honey. You have a permanent key to my heart if you ever choose to want it.  I love you baby, more than you will ever truly know.

50 posts!

50 posts!

Dear Lord,

I know I don’t pray to you much, but I rarely ask you for anything either. I did in Iraq because I needed my soul cleansed and I thank you for that..you were there. I asked you for help that one time in jail and you came through…thank you again. I know I betrayed you and myself when I paid for Betty’s abortion. For that, I’m truly sorry and regret it. Please know I never wanted to do it but for the love of a girl,  I caved in…I was wrong. And now I find myself asking you to help me in the name of love again. But this time,  I just want you to guide her. Give her some relief. I want her in my life but I’ll understand if she’s not meant to be there. Just help her Lord,  I’ll be fine. The pieces always fit back together. She’s a wonderful woman and she deserves the best in life. I pray she gets it and if I’m lucky, I’ll be there to see it happen. Thank you again for all that you have carried me through.

Why does falling in love always have to make you a fool? You see all the red flags marking the minefield, yet you continue to march forward. You try your best to skirt the danger zones and walk with faith, and hope that you'll make it. But deep in your gut you know you're going to get hurt. You can feel the shrapnel from previous relationships start to burn. You can see the clearing and all you need is the right signals from your love to make it to her safely. All you can do is pray that she wants you as much as you want her. Let love guide you....
Choices
I've chosen a hard road to walk. I believe its temporary, but at the end of the day, I question what I am to others? Once again, expectations haunt my very existence. Why is it so hard to set them aside and simply enjoy the wonderful things I do have? Maybe one day, someone will value who I am. I wait patiently...fingers crossed.

I wish it was true that you get what you give. Maybe I get exactly what I deserve…

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