The Filth and the Fury

That’s the problem with not being part of an elite group of friends…you spend all of your time...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 19:34:15 -0500

That’s the problem with not being part of an elite group of friends…you spend all of your time alone. You hangout when it’s at the convenience of your friends, who are really just acquaintances.

I’m so tired of constantly losing. I find happiness only to lose it. I’m so tired of...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 21:18:45 -0500

I’m so tired of constantly losing. I find happiness only to lose it. I’m so tired of walking this world alone. I’m getting old now and my time is running short. When will I mean something to somebody? When will I be good enough? When will I be worth the sacrifices I’ve made for others? Why do I always have to stand alone? I’m just tired…tired of trying.

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Mon, 19 Nov 2012 08:23:09 -0600

I never thought you would treat me like an expendable. Why should I expect anything more? My mother...

Mon, 19 Nov 2012 08:07:48 -0600

I never thought you would treat me like an expendable. Why should I expect anything more? My mother did, the military did, my ex-wife did. Every significant person in my life has thrown me away as if I wasn’t good enough. It’s been a constant pattern and now I’m told it really is my fault? I give 110% to all my loved ones. When do I get back the same respect?

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Sat, 17 Nov 2012 19:52:16 -0600

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Fri, 16 Nov 2012 20:55:05 -0600

Once again I’ve lost a part of myself. Why did I think for one second that I could ever be...

Thu, 15 Nov 2012 20:01:48 -0600

Once again I’ve lost a part of myself. Why did I think for one second that I could ever be appreciated. Nothing I do in my life is satisfactory for anyone I know. It’s always too little or too much. I’ll never be good enough for this world! The worst part…I’m doing all I can to become a better person. Then why do I constantly get treated like a piece of garbage?

I do put all of my eggs in one basket because I trust you.

Thu, 15 Nov 2012 19:48:03 -0600

I do put all of my eggs in one basket because I trust you.

And nobody ever reads this blog. What’s the point?

Mon, 05 Nov 2012 08:29:15 -0600

And nobody ever reads this blog. What’s the point?

This is how I feel on a daily basis…you’d never know...

Mon, 05 Nov 2012 08:23:49 -0600

This is how I feel on a daily basis…you’d never know it though.

There are few things in my life that bring me pure joy. Naturally, my two boys always do. I love...

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 19:36:37 -0500

There are few things in my life that bring me pure joy. Naturally, my two boys always do. I love their innocence and it reminds me of who I was at one time. They give me hope. My friend Daisy is another person who brings me joy. My love for her is true and never falters. Knowing I gained her trust and I make her happy brings me happiness beyond belief. Words cannot describe the feeling I get when I see her smile. It mimics life itself!

daisyamigo: Samsung Color

Tue, 30 Oct 2012 21:40:57 -0500

daisyamigo:

Samsung Color

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Mon, 29 Oct 2012 14:15:50 -0500

I’ll never learn. Better yet, I’ll never understand. The people I love in this shitty...

Sun, 21 Oct 2012 21:23:54 -0500

I’ll never learn. Better yet, I’ll never understand. The people I love in this shitty world go on as if I don’t even exist. Loneliness is consuming me again.

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Sun, 02 Sep 2012 03:51:23 -0500

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lovecandieink: Lovecandie

Sat, 28 Jul 2012 12:10:52 -0500

lovecandieink:

Lovecandie

If your entire world abandons you… remember, you will always have me.

Fri, 27 Jul 2012 03:45:55 -0500

If your entire world abandons you… remember, you will always have me.

Me by `MajorGeneralWhiskers

Tue, 19 Jun 2012 16:42:19 -0500

Me by `MajorGeneralWhiskers

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Sat, 16 Jun 2012 19:25:00 -0500

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